I'm really very very very sick..........
My heart is thumping super fast, until i could not even sleep for the whole night,
till like 7am ?

sigh. what is happening.
H1n1 ?

Afraid it is............
Fever's going up and down, up and down. Feel super weak .

Billy bombers..



Darling's sweet meal for me again =D Vegetables leaves for me purposely, because he knows I only eat leaves? Sweet =P








Happy happy him ? =))


Yes, I've been sick for very long already .
It is going up and down. Now I've a sorethroat. Had a fever ytd evening. It went down in the night. And went up again during midnight, up down up down.. Gosh. Had a fever again this morning, I believe the temperture went down already? ):

I'm super bored now. Texas left $100+, Yesterday afternoon I had one million. Within a day I lost it all. Thanks to...? =DD

Last wednesday, Find precious' at Suntec, and cabbed down to Neil Road.
Met up with Eewei and her Boyfriend, Coincedence to drink at Yingying's Pub. Head home aftermath.
Enjoyed my day with Eewei overall <3 Never once did I go out with her till wee hours ~

Felt sick the next day sigh .

Saturday , Met up with Yongjin, Jeslyn and Calvyn at Plaza Sing.
Met up with mr.kenny at there for few mins, before he head to else where.
Watched Phobia2. Partly horror and Comedy. Aftermath we headed to Cineleisure to eat.
Ate at Billy bombers. Slacked till 9plus and head to Amk.
Met ahboon sister, came to pick me up at Amk. And we head to Changi for supper.
Indeed we've catched up alot yea? =P Hope to meet you real soon again .

My throat now is super pain,
like is poked by hundreds of needles. Yesterday was thousands of needles, phew...........

Once again,
Wishing Yinghui Happy Birthday, And Rebecca belated birthday=D

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, TO REBECCA, AND YINGHUI (=
I hope you guys enjoyed your birthday yesterday. Sorry for not attending yesterday.
But still, I wish you guys deep down from my heart <3

MUACKS

I know you dude.
The way you always run from people, is like how you are doing to me.
WTHECK.!!

Simple and sweet meal done by Beloved <3 ( though abit burnt) heheh..


At Neverland... <3
























Jeslyn, and Kelvin .




















Woke up by a morning call from Yinghui. LOL

On Friday, Was invited to spot check on beloved.
Haha, and so I went down to surpriseeee him! Waited for him to end work, and we head back home. After that we head down to Neverland. Yingying popped out from no where, and saw Eunice too =P

Saturday, met up with Rebecca & Yinghui for a dinner, and aftermath they headed to Ratchada whereas i went to meet beloved at ps and we headed home..
He had a high fever ): Oopsy.. And sorry for not taking gd care of you !! )::

Sunday, he took MC because he was super sick, a simple and sweet day spent together with him
Remember your promises to me!! (=

Monday - Wanted to go school, but too tired. Because i was like tossing on the bed, forcing myself to sleep.. Slept in the living room? And went back room to sleep at 6+am.. Super tired.. Woke around 12noon, called Yongjin to see if he's at work, but to my expect, he did not go to work again -.- Was furious of what he was doing, after his done with his things, he called me up and came to find me at my house downstairs. Jeslyn and her friend Jiajun came to find us.
I went back up to prepare and head to Tamp inter, as Yongjin wanted to pluck his eyebrows. haha, much neater. Yongjin's friend Kelvin joined us.
Aftermath we went Katong to sing. Slacked all the way to 9+ and Eewei came to find me. We then head to EastCoast, Alright. Her eyes were like Super Red and she vomitted after dranking a cup of Cranberry Vodka. Power right?. Whatta cute girl. Plan was cancelled and I went to find Beloved. Was anxious to see himmm =P Though it's only a day -.-
Was very hungry and dear cooked for me a simple meal. He was totally awesome, served me throughout even though his sick and tired. I love you, Thanks <3
I'm still pondering..........

P.s Thanks for everything love.Village girl loves you !

My all time favourite guy after watching ANTM. His really cute & hot!









SEE his cute ear, when his tired, his ears go red. =.=| cute?!





I'm very tired and sleepy right now ):
Today's his brother's birthday, and so I decided to stay one more night. :D
His brother is a friendly chap, much better than -.- zZzzzz!
But I feel so guilty not buying him anything.. Last min thing that dear told me.
Haha precious' told me that his brother's birthday present was to marry his brother -.- which is he himself. I think the present is he make it himself, not his brother -.-
Although last night the thing that you told me, i was quite hurt, but I believe that time heals everything, and after a long period being together with you, your heart will belong to me <3
Met bro and jeslyn up at bugis iluma, then something minor happened, damn. I didn't expect you to be in this way bro.
Seriously, don't be like this anymore can ? My heart really aches for you.
Knowing you so long, becoming from bad to worse, and to worst. My heart aches real bad !
Stop all these childish acts and wait for your tag to drop first, and enjoy. Please think!!
Really hope you can think..

Head to Suntec, waited for Dear to end work.
Jeslyn left at 10.30, while i waited for dear till 12+ ? Lucky, he still told me 1-2hours.
But still, I waited quite a long time ok =D Appreciate?! hahaa.

I've got no heart to study anymore !
But I will still hang on there, to make the effort to take my books out to study !
Definitely =D Trust me! Nothing is more important than certificates !

ok, I wana drink..drink.... Monday =D I'm gonna drink with beloved tuna. Muacks!
But definitely, I'm not going to be excited again. If not cancelled again, die =.=|

Shall end here, buhbyeeeeeee.!

I wish.. I wish....
How I wish my ears were closed at that moment,
How I wish that I wasn't listening...

Yes, it could be tiny winy bit painful, or rather quite painful. I don't know..

Life is always so cruel.

What should I do ?.........................................................


P.s/ Thanks bro, but please make up to your promises..

Fcuking shit, I think I'm super dead.
Because yesterday's english paper, I guess I'm gonna flunk it!
Every 1-2 Questions that I do, I'd day dream of almost everything that I can think of.
Thumbs 'UP' for my perfomance for English. *Pray Hard*


Alright, I was super excited for today's outing but it was postponed till Monday ):
Eewei's sick, I'm sick too. Some sort like feverish.. I hate the feeling of being sick!

One more thing.. I'm stucked at precious' house because no one's home and i don't have any keys.
Power. And he said, I'm a bird without it's 'wings' ..

Yesterday,
Had an enjoyable outing w beloved brother. His friend came to join us after awhile.
I head to Amk to meet him first, then we trained down to Town. Ion first, then Wisma, then Taka.
Taka to Cine. He bought his stuffs and we went to PS. Ate and we saw one Old Lady and her outfit was very skimpy. -.- Super funny anw. Waited for precious' to end his work, and I sent them to take cab first.
Bro, please learn how to think. You're not any younger, in fact, you're older than me. You shouldn't have a kid's thinking. Grow up!! Please abide to your promises.

Precious' and I trained back home and met Ben & Yinghui & Elson.
Aftermath we went to Yishun. Superduper Happyyyy to meet up with Cynthia and Luther.
Didn't have enough time to catch up times with them =/
After that we head to Loyang as on the way something creepy happened..
Geylang for supper and home <3

Anyway, I trust you and you know what you're doing can already. As long as you don't go over the limit. Don't break my trust in you. =/

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There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...


Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

4th Sept -
Start working with Yinghui & Rebecca @ Oasis,
Quite havoc there, yea. Managed to see until Eunice and her friends.
Super misss Eunice. Super long never see her already.
Only have one photo, Because the rest was pressed as video. Too blur..
Was super drunk, and oopsy, I know that I was quite annoying that day. hahaha.
Repeating the same stuffs ten over times got anot? Lol .


5th Sept -
My Precious Love accompanied me back to Tampines,
Ben came to pick us up then head to pick Yinghui up (=
Head back to Sengkang to pick their friend up and went to Yishun t slack awhile.
Then we all head to Boatquay first, was rather boring, and I saw someone which I super super dislike. zZzzzzzZ..
After that we head to Neverland and got some fights over there, and we head home.

6th Sept -
Slept and slack all the way till night time, Went to slack w his friends,
Head to Jalan Kayu for supper, and back home.

7th Sept -
Accompanied Love to job interview. Ate at dono where, and we went to Tamp area.
And head dono where and back to Sengkang.

8th Sept -
In my mum's office currently, whereas Love is hired and working right now ):


As what Rebecca said,
We've 3 have been through super many things. And now we'd are able to be as close as how we used to be. Perhaps like when I was at the age of 13 only ?. Yeah.
Memories Flashes back at times, not forgetting to show concern for my beloved friends when you need me. I hope there'd not be any conflicts or bear any overnight grudges.
All we need is to speak heart to heart, and know how we feel for each other, it'd be the best.
We've all grown up, hopefully in the near future we'd all be successful women (=

Sorry to make you feel disappointed beloved yin. i'm still the one. alright.


I'm quite satisfied with my life now currently.
Up till now, I've no regrets leaving him, and being together with Love
You're totally superb!

I just simply can't wait for thursday night! =D

Rest rest and I need lots of rest right now.. I'm exhausted..
And tomorrow's my Eng paper. Alright, it sucks. I gotta study tonight. ):

I really don't know what's wrong with me.
I know i'm disappointed in myself.

Yesterday, I really don't know what I was doing .
Super drunk and lost and spouting nonsense.
Please do not be offended for the things that I've said, if any.

I know you're gonna hurt me with your words sis, i know you just mean well for me.
I swear to myself that it'd never happen, but it did.

I don't know what i'm doing also, I feel like slapping myself to wake myself up.
Alright, whata shitass me. I've got so no energy now.
I've been eating like very little, not even a meal for the past few days. Few spoons of food only.

And sorry to give anybody headache ytd if I got !

I'M GONNA WAKE UP, (=

It was partly a horror and beautiful day yesterday..

Anyway, I'm really serious about it this time round. It is really clear enough.
I don't see why you should snatch my phone away, and coming down to talk when I don't even have the time. Please don't be so unreasonable.
I know you want to talk, but those things that you are saying, you are just repeating it.
And I know you not say long, and not say short. But I definitely know how your looks are when you start to touch drugs. Don't deny please. I was not the only person to say it alright.
Drinking doesn't makes anyone face look like THAT, and not sleeping for 5days? I thought that after drinking would make people fall asleep easier, shouldn't it ?.
Well.. Forget it . I am just caring for you as a friend, not wanting you going back to how you used to be. Just wake up, don't live in your own world. Be someone whom will be able to support their loved ones, instead of giving them a big headache, & lastly you're not young anymore.

Met Yinghui at Tamp mall for Lunch yesterday, and her friend Ben came to find her.
Not long I saw him, Gosh..
Then we head to Jalan Besar for awhile, then Punggol Marina to chill.
Nice place to chill. Then head to Pearl Centre and Joo Chiat area for a morning breakfast?
Hk Cafe, didn't have much appetite. So yea, head to Yinghui's house aftermath.


A great thanks to Yinghui for bringing me out for a chill (=
I hope one fine day me,yinghui,rebecca,yingying will go out to have a chill !!

I'm quite disappointed with my sister said. But forget it, I know what I'm doing right now, and I believe if those words were to come out of your mouth or anything, you should not say it instead you should just keep quiet ?. I don't know (= Forget it.. zZzzzZzz..

Anyway Thanks for the people who care for me :)) Love you tons.

Will update once again . Kisssesss.

I should get myself worrying for my future instead of all those....'