Without me, I hope you can really think best for yourself,
Continue your perserverance for quitting drugs, not leading yourself to astray anymre.
Think for your future, and don't be so stupid alright, i know you are not all along, as you are a smart one (=

Letting it go is really painful, but I really don't want wish to continue any longer.
As what I wana say, is all in my previous post (:

I wish you good luck.

Time and time over again,
You lied. I swear, It really sucks to the core.

Umpteen times that you have lied to me already,
and each time, you only know how to say, after all your long stories and reasons which are so not true, everything will be back the same again. I given you many chances, but you do not cherish it.
If I were to forgive you, I'd just be living a life filled with lies and deceit .
I'm a normal person, If it were anybody else, I'd bet they were to leave much earlier before me.

I won't deny the fact that you are gd at times, but i wouldn't want to continue this kind of unhealthy relationship any longer..
A healthy relationship is supposed to be founded on trust and understanding.
Many trivial matters that slowly added up, that landed us to this state right now.
It doesn't turns sour overnight..

Once a lying around boyfriend will always be one.
Once the trust is broken, it is incredibly hard to get it back, especially when more lies seem to be revealed.
These are definitely not the qualities I want in a boyfriend.

And it is always the predictable pattern.
1)Lie, 2) Get caught, 3) Beg for forgiveness and swear he'd never do it again.
If I were to marry you, I'd be dealing with a cheater of my life.
I really want to run and not walk away..

I am really afraid that my heart would go soft again..
I really needa wisen up,
Can someone help me !! ):

Can you please change your

Tmr is Poa prelim, and NO MORE =D Becus i'm not going for the Geog prelims =P

Alright,
I'm happyyy to see Yinghui getting on with her life without those guys who are totally jerks. Please open your big big eyes ok ? (:
And as for Rebecca, please take gd care of yourself too =)
Yingying, I really hope to see you soon! (=

I realised that I've been caring for you, helping you doing stuffs, and when I called you sounded urgent or something, you'd say you'd call me back when you are home or something.
I just hope that you do not take things for granted.

END HERE :D

I am going crazy soon.
I'm super stress over my weight everyday, but yet i'm still eating fast food every week approximately 2-3 times. I just can't resistt it =/
I'm gonna do something about my size soon. Gosh..

Watched Where got Ghost with Baby. Definitely a non-stop laughing show.
Not bad. I actually expected it to be a shitty movie, becus previously i watched jack neo's movie 'Gui ah Gui ah' dont know hw long ago was it, but that movie was not-nicee. But maybe a thumb up for where got ghost.

Mock exams are over, but prelims are here.
One week after another, exams and exams. Today would be Mathematics Paper I .
Hopefully it wouldn't be that difficult. This time round I studied it . But i'm not pretty sure which topics will appear in Paper I and II .
English N levels are coming. Probably next week or week after, Don't remember the date.
Then I can at least take a breathe, till few weeks to the rest of the subjects during the month of Oct. Biology yesterday was really tough, and totally Clueless. As for Physics, 50-50 only.

Can't wait to meetup with Eewei for a chill-chill session after my examinations.

End here ! Pictures will only be uploaded when I'm at Bby's house, becus don't know why at my own home the computer can't even upload. Don't knw wtheck is wrong with blogger.

I needa find the courage...

Yawn..

Woke up early today for no-reason .

I was super-duper happy when Bby allowed me to go with Yinghui they celebrate with them their birthdayy.
Becus it's Yinghui's & rebecca's birthday I thought that it wouldn't be a problem, what's more i won't go back to how I used to be. And he is still so insecure, and suddenly changed his mind, which makes mine heart dropppp again. And I really hope you please don't keep switching your words.
It is just a Birthday celebration for her & rebecca. =///

Yesterday me & bby headed to plaza sing, to wait for KC, shanzi, xiaoboi & xiaoyin.
Slacked awhile at there and headed to Parklane to play L4D . Like funnn..!
After that we headed to eat 'dou jiang you tiao' . Standard procedure now, lol. If we ever head to Dhoby Ghaut, we'd be eating at there (=
After having a light snack, we headed to Bugis and they played billard, and home tgether with bby.

End here.

You really have no idea, that those sentences are NOT supposed to say.
Yesterday say, Today say. What's the problem with you?
Did I REALLY did it ?
Like what I say, since you keep repeat the sentence, I let you build it back with them.
Wouldn't it that Life would be much easier if that's the case.. ?

All the things that you've say, have only 1 motive only.
The 1 and only motive that you have, you should know it yourself .

I already repeated not to talk about it how many times today already.
Yet you keep repeating and repeating, that's why i purposely stated on my post ytd,
Mark your words. See, I knew it. You did not. Just ONE day later you forget what you said the day before. Less than 24hours -_- It seems like your memory is worst, don't always say mine.

=.=

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And yes, I flunk my Mathematics badly.
I have only 9 out of 40 . What the heck. Prelims are coming right soon,
Lol. I still thought it was at the month of September, But actually there is no school in Sept.
But we are able to go back there for Revisions =) Yay* Not a compulsory to wake up early in the morning already.

GD NIGHT
TIRED DAY AFTER SO MUCH STUPID THINGS WITH HIM TODAY

Yeah, it'd be better to listen all sides first before concluding anything.
Anything you may say straight to me also, same goes t you babe...
Irritating , small girl and what so ever... (=


Shopping at Bugis & raffles with mum on Saturday,
Had dinner with her, my aunt and her friends at United Square at The 'Grandma's' Restaurant.
The restaurant was very packed, luckily they reserved seats.
Head back To S.K to meet Junjie after that..

I did not turn up for Geography Exam ytd , tried studying, but really, nothing goes inside my head. I think i'm gonna flunk my mathematics too, I've just missed too many lessons this semester and just couldn't catch up..

Tomorrow is our 1year4mnths anniversary, and yet this kind of things have to happen .
Anyway, Happy 1year4mnths in advance to you first (=

I hope this time round, you'd mark your words..

Hey girls,
Cheer up ok. Happy to see Yinghui able to stand up on her feet and handle this situation properly (=

heh heh.. just don't care these kind of bastards alright.

After hearing from Yinghui about someone's matter, i tried concerning too , but it seems it doesn't really matters to you. So whatever ZzzZ.

Exams are here, damn. I hate hate geography.
I don't know what to do with this subject. Really.. damn ..
Totally lost in this subject . Prepared to fail it.

Ok, can anybody help me to resist temptation for FAST FOOD ?
I really need some help in this. People are saying that i'm getting fatter, rounder .. =.=|
See my face comparing to last time, also know already. zZz. =/

Haha, luckily Xiaoyin didn't get H1N1 , *choy*
But yeah, went to her house to help her take photos.
She'd be opening a blog shop soon (: Hope you study hard for your N's pleasee.
Yes, though there were some misunderstandings for that few days,
but yeah. Anyway, i really wish that you won't change and be the same Yiyin that i know of (=


Hopefully i'm able to study accountings with Yinghui next year. Can't wait if that is gonna happened.

I truly concern for my friends around me,
I may be a failure in relationship, but in friendship, i can do to the utmost best to help .
Of cus, I still love you BABY <3

Though something happened , and it is still keeping inside my heart..

Actually, i have a question in my heart which i want to know,
If the girlfriends beat the boyfriends first,
Does the boyfriends have the rights to hit them if that is the case ?

Blah,
end here =)

Why do I say that ?.

Well well ..
I don't understand why must you like.. mock at me buying a dog bed ? And why must also mock at me for naming the dog name? Damn funny, becus i remembered asking you what dogs name you wanted to name them, but you only gave the female one, and i remember you some sort like asking for suggestions because i rmb you said that you had no idea. And thinking back that you said you'd keeped the two puppies at home at a very long time. All these decisions were your last minute decisions, but you did not inform him, nor me. Ok. Nevermind. Just some harsh words of yours.

Thinking back, bby told me what you said about me when you all were in Hongkong .
Ever since then, I tried talking at times.. Maybe it doesn't even matters to you. Alright then .

That's why i'm saying right now, it doesn't pays to be good (=

People may say me anti-social, but i have got my own reasons. I wouldn't want people to misunderstand me and might think that i want to kiss their asses . That's why, i'm always quiet. Not always talking with the people i don't know. I tried my best.

Only those whom are closedd clossedd to me, know me the best ! :)

Ok, many many things to say about.

Cousin's wedding last month's 18th,
The food was fantastic, esp. the desert. Mango Sago. I loved it (=
Before that night, stayed at Eewei's house, head to watch the movie with her, Haunting in Connecti Cut. The story line was quite confusing for me though . Cabbed back to her house. And the next early morning headed to my cousin's house for the Tea ceremony .

Marieann's outing was fantastic. Met up together with Janelle too .
She updated me about how's life and people in the states .
Like cool eh . She's going back end of August. Hopefully to meet her up before she heads back to states.

Next shopping day with Baby! Shopping with baby this month was only so-so. There wasn't many things that i needed.
YES YES YESS........ I'm so gonna save up lots of money to have a big big shopping with Dearie.
Many things i've gotta do also. Whatsmore exams' are coming up, just don't know why i just feel scared about it, but i still don't want to study !! My heart knows that i must study now, RIGHT NOW, but my actions does not do it.

Outing with Yinghui on Friday evening (:
Had a niceee chit chat and niceee gossiping session .
Shopped abit at Tamp also (=

Couple outing with Baby, Xiaoboi and Alex .
Watched the Orphan. Was fantastic, just that i had a TERRIBLE headache, and rushed to the toilet to vomite. Horrible feeling. So, i actually wanted to go online to watch the show again. Nice nice and nice. Didn't choose the wrong show eh.

School again tmr . Study study study..